Marilyn H. Tinnin (Mississippi, USA)
Then [Jesus] said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” - John 20:27 (NIV)
Eighteen years ago, on Good Friday afternoon, I was on my way to Birmingham, Alabama, for a much-anticipated Easter weekend with my daughter who was in college. The sky was blue, and the earth was alive with the arrival of spring. I felt lighthearted and carefree until my cell phone rang. My doctor delivered the results of my recent biopsy.
My heart sank and my eyes welled with tears. Earlier he had seemed confident that my irregular mammogram was a fluke. Now the word cancer thundered in my ears, devouring all the peace I had felt a few seconds before. In that moment my faith was as shaky as my body. But my faith grew in the weeks following surgery as God supplied my needs moment by moment — for months.
Today, visible scars are still a painful reminder that I am a cancer survivor. Jesus had visible scars too. I wonder if our risen Savior kept those nail marks out of compassion for us. Scripture says Jesus showed his disciples his scars and that Thomas touched his pierced hands and side. When he took on human form, he did so to understand all that it means to be human. Scars are memories of pain, and Jesus understands as only one who has endured pain can.
Jesus hears my pleas and understands my hurts.
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