Refraining from Judgment

After a series of failed jobs and a financial crisis, I was filled with anxiety. For over 10 years, I had prayed for a stable job. Every job I started seemed to be from the Lord, yet I ended up either losing or giving each one up because I was unable to cope with the pressure.

I could not understand God’s plan and started expressing my pain openly. But as a believer actively involved in ministry, I was met with sharp criticism. Some people interpreted my situation as God’s judgment and felt that my anxiety undermined my witness to others. However, some were compassionate and offered prayer, moral support, and financial aid.

During this difficult season, the book of Job brought me great comfort, affirming my faith in God in the midst of the difficulties I was experiencing. Unlike Job’s friends who offered lofty insights and judgmental advice, God was pleased with Job — despite his bitter complaints (see Job 42:7-15). This experience taught me a fundamental lesson about empathy and strengthened my resolve to trust in God’s provision. Only God can make an accurate assessment of one’s faith. Our duty is to love and show compassion to those in pain.